Last night! What can I eat?!

Okay, it's my last night! It's like right before you get married, you know? You wanna have one last hoorah (if you're a guy of course, women don't think like that!) and I'm trying to figure out what my last hoorah will consist of. Considering it's getting later and later - I'd better make my choice soon, huh? I am excited about this. That sentence didn't really reflect it though. But it's true! I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS!! I'm really hoping that by our second goal date - I will be well on my way to making myself a healthier, happier, more active adult! Today I went to an event where I had to climb steps up and down, up and down! I felt like an 80 year old!! It's insane for me to have more trouble than the elderly people around me! I was watching that DietTribe show - I gotta tell you, I really think it's true that you hide behind your weight. Sure, there are genetics and lifestyles that play a part, but ultimately, I am hiding behind my weight. I hope that journaling my experience will help me deal with whatever it is I'm hiding from. I was just commenting to Betty how in 6 months I hope to start running. I started once before but my weight is a factor and by then I hope to have good chunk off of me! (Get your money ready, Betty!) LOL!! So, let's get this going! I'm going to bed VERY late tonight to prolong the agony of having to wake up tomorrow morning and weigh myself! I'm sure the dinosaur scale (get it? Flintstones) will be screaming and I'll be crying but I have to face the truth! Tune in tomorrow for the big reveal of our posted weights. OY! I'm skeered! - Wilma!